tough luck

i'm so sad now. i'm so upset at myself. why didn't i think properly? why didn't i bother? why was i so confident?!? well, what's done is done and now i have to live with it...

on the other hand, i went to penang for the weekend... with koon's family. it's weird. i've got nothing against them, it's just feels like a big step. well, not really, but it feels that way. being so close to his family. and all this while i've been teasing kat.

all the time there i was eating. being really greedy. i think that's all i've ever done since i got back. be greedy and then eat even though i don't feel hungry. i think i've even piled on some pounds... i need control!

i don't get the fuss over penang char kuey teow. to me it tastes exactly the same in kl. the only difference is the big prawns, the self service and the exhorbitant prices. and those supposedly very good ones are the ones that rip you off the most.

so, my life sucks...for now. i hope yours is much better.