a sleepy insomniac makes the most noise

i'm sleepy but i can't sleep. i'm tired and i wanna sleep, but when i lay don and shut my eyes, i'm wide awake. so many things go through my mind. mostly ideas on how to change this blog.

some people are so talented (like lydia here) or just more knowledgable than ulu me. their websites are like... *wow* ... and these are done in their spare time. i've got tons of spare time on me, but what the hell am i doing? moping around trying to fall asleep and then falling asleep for the rest of the day.

i'm watching malaysia hari ini and they're talking about car washes. do you really need to wash your car enjine?

speaking of which. i miss driving. i love driving my dad's car but i don't do that much. i'm too afraid that something might happen and then i'll be screwed. i really miss my car. i miss the times that i dare drive recklessly. not that i do it much, but enough to get me in a couple of silly accidents. the thrill was more in freaking people out.

that's why i like scary movies too. it's nicer if you go and watch it with someone who's totally terrified. then you can forget about the scary parts and laugh at your scared friend. hehe... no la... it just makes it less scary to watch with other people.

i freak myself out watchin scary movies alone. once i watched gothika in my room with the lights off. halfway through, i had to turn on the lights. how embarassing...

there are no nice movies this summer. it's so upsetting since the only time i go to the movies is when i get back to malaysia. so far all the movies i've watched are just on spur of the moment. all of them i never looked forward to watching, seeing that all of them were action flicks.

another thing i haven't done is buy don't believe the truth. what kinda fan am i? since i am some sorta fan, i'm gonna ask you guys to listen to them. listen to the importance of being idle. it's a great song from noel and also very well sung by him. lyla was shite but this is good shit! my favourite line is 'i can't get a life if my heart's not in it'.

you know, when you don't get enough sleep you can't think properly and then you speak incoherent rubbish. so excuse me.