Saturday, November 12, 2005

short and sweet

been busy. sorry. been neglecting more than just this site. can't sleep. i think it's anxiety. or coffee. tired. worried. not enough time. tried my best to start early. but my scheduling was all wrong. so now i don't have enough time or even resources.

i think i'm too nice. can't quite boss people around. or am i already bossy, just not bossy enough for myself. the producer seems to rely so much on me. which means i'm doing the same thing i did last year, which is wrong cause i'm a DIRECTOR. haha! i bet i sound bossy now.

watched reservoir dogs. that shit's whack! what goes on in tarantino's head when he comes up with these stories? but the ending was amusing. haha. am i sick, or what?

there's so much in my head these days. i'm so scatterbrained. just lost myself money by being so careless. i'm angry at myself. you can't cry over spilt milk, but it still pisses you off.

been neglecting things. sorry i don't write (to you too dreamcatcher). i know i should. hope life's peachy.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

do you get a director's chair and a loudspeaker to match? :)

huizers said...

badger...we're growing up. =(

no jia yi, i only get the director's sleepness nights and the pressure of puttin on a good show weighing heavily on my shoulders. but the good thing is, i still haven't had the director's loss of temper. :P

to everyone, good luck diggin yourself out of whatever shit you maybe stuck knee high in. :)

alvin said...

soon, we'll all be feeling miserable about our careers. and those married men/women will have double the trouble.

WE'RE DOOMSHIT FUCKED!