it was... *awesome*

(note to self: songs played in no particular order, take it or leave it, soma, someday, last nite, new york city cops, trying your luck, hard to explain, barely legal, the modern age, reptilia, 12:51, whatever happened, the way it is, i can't win, the end has no end, hawaii, juicebox, ask me anything, razorblade, ize of the world, heart in a cage, vision of division, red light. the strokes 17/2/06)

how else could it have turned out? could've been better... there were some times i felt like jumping up and down, but we were in the seated area. seated. actually, standing in the seated area, but still no jumping.

and i wished i bloody checked my camera batteries. bloody hell. this ain't the first time. so i didn't get nice pics. got horrible pics. but then no photo editor, so can't make them at least mediocre. plus, i'm just too lazy...and no one really cares.

got a shirt though. could post that up. *goes and does just that*

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voila. my hand shakes too much. why? am i weak? is it something neurological? i just can't hold still for two seconds. (in case you were curious, the five on the back are nick, nikolai, julian, fab and albert)

i wanna revamp the site. if only i knew how. actually, i just wanna change it so it'll look more personal and not so "template". i don't know how to put it. but i find i'm just too lazy to do even that these days. it's no more doing anything but what i am supposed to do. it's just sleep now. sleep then wake up in the middle of the night unable to sleep. so toss and turn trying to get to sleep. it's sleep, sleep, sleep.

that's my post quota for the next few weeks. it's getting boring.

parting question : why do i conform in sometimes? but then can't stand conforming at others? is it just me?

oops. one more thing. promo time, not like putting it here is gonna get more publicity. but just for thisguy. here's to making dreams come true. don't forget to send me the vcd.