eviction notice

today i came home to a letter that said i was to move out by the 4th of May 2005 'cos the landlord wants the property back. there goes thinking about stayin here again next year! sigh... it's so upsetting. the thought of having to move when i'm nearly going to go home. not only that, where am i going to move to?!?

well, there's still hope. i can hope and pray that the landlord might think about it and let us stay for a couple of months more. by then, i would've gone back to malaysia already. then i won't have to worry about paying rent over the summer. or... i can pray and hope that there are rooms available in halls for the rest of the duration, which ain't to bad either.

actually the thing i hate most about this is the moving. since i've moved into this flat i've accumulated more stuff. actually, it's mostly just this desk i bought. what am i going to do with a huge desk?! and then there's also more clothes and other tiny things that i bought to make this flat a home. there's just so many things that it pains me to even think of packing them all up and moving them.

i know...everything's gonna be alright. but i really love this flat. those of you who've seen it would agree, right? i can't imagine living in a hall where i have to share my toilet and my kitchen and with me being such a neat freak, i might go insane. it's also nicer to come home to a "home", if you get what i mean.

so dear friends, i hope the next time i speak of this, it's only good news.

a bad panaroma of my beloved room